I met God
Just for a minute
Sat in His house, took a look around
And saw I didn't fit in

I tried love
Gave me something to believe in
Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leaving

Am I gonna die
Trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like
To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?

Am I gonna die
Trying to find my happy ending?

I got high
You name it, I've tried it
Sure, I'm sober now and everybody's proud
But I miss my vices

And I tried to be your hero
I lent you my voice
I was your poster child, it was working for a while
But it didn't fill the void

Am I gonna die
Trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like
To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?

Am I gonna die
Trying to find my happy, find my happy ending?

(Woah, woah, woah) find my happy ending
(Woah, woah, woah) trying to find my happy ending