And if you could see me
The way that I am
Every time that I see you
I act like a different man

I can see from my mind's eye
I make up scenarios in my head
I remember the things I did
I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead

What is it that scares me
What do I care what you think
Cause you only hurt me
And with your words I shrink

I can see from my mind's eye
I make up scenarios in my head
I remember the things I did
I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead

If I could own you
You'd do what I'd say
You'd listen to me
You would
You'd do what I'd say
You'd fuckin' listen

And then when you call me
You act like nothing's wrong
Like I'm in a desert
What makes you so strong

I can see from my mind's eye
I make up scenarios in my head
I remember the things I did
I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead

I can see from my mind's eye
I make up scenarios in my head
I remember the things I did
I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead